heaven's help

clearly school and harp has taken over my life. i'm swamped half the time, and daydreaming the other. when i auditioned for an inbetween instumental solo last week, my heart was in my throat. i was an adrenaline mess. now that i got the spot and perform it tomorrow, i feel quite the opposite i just shrugg my shoulders about it. what the? smokes. my mind works odd.